,..EDWARD CULLEN,..

Why is it not a good idea to fall for him,..
1. He does NOT even EXIST!!! (just like "L", a fictional character)
2. He only loves Bella Swann (haha,..wish ko lang na ako sya,..HANEP!)
3. He is too perfect,..
4. MAraming kaagaw,..
5. He is a vamp (pero kahit na,..haha,..i SO love him.really)
6. He makes my stomach turn upside down,..
7. So many reasons not to fall,..
8. He's immortal.
9. EVERYTHING about him is so,..
10. He's getting me crazy!!

Can't wait to read new moon!

TWILIGHT :P

I hate this.
I really hate this.

Anung mararamdaman mu if niloloko ng isang boy ang dalawang girls na parehong kaibigan mu?? i don't want to butt in.and i know that it's not my business pero,..fine,..i'll just stay here and not do anything,..malaki na sila para malaman ang dapat gawin,..and i trust them to know what the right thing to do,.. :) (frutellabear, nababasa mo?)

alam ko naman if u want me to go away,..sabihin mu na lang ng diretcho para hindi ka na umiiwas pa, o kaya naman itxt mu na lang if natatakot ka sa reaksyon ko,..sabi ko naman sau,..i'll go away if you want me to :)

HANEP NA TWILIGHT YAN!!!!

I so love EDWARD,..haha,..

i want NEW MOON :))

'About three things I was absolutely positive. First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was part of him — and I didn’t know how potent that part might be — that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.

Hibernation mode :D

haha,..i know,..kakasabi ko lang na blog leave muna,..pero walang magawa sa bahay at aukong maging idle,..kahit isang minuto sapagkat,..ahem,..secret ko na yun :D (siguro si RA alam,..joke,..)

kanina lang i texted one of my 'friends' kaso,..wala na talga,..
hindi man lang siya nag-reply na, 'sorry,..auko,..' or whatever,..the fact na nag-g2m siya sakin at hindi siya nagrereply sa mga PM e talaga namang nakakapagpabagabag,..haha,..hirap nun,..tongue twister :D well anyway,..i'm a passive one so i guess that's the end of it,..sa totoo lang talga mapait ung lasa ng PRIDE and i don't like it :D

second,..wala lang,..gusto ko lan magshare ng moments with my bestfriend (haha.sana nababasa to ng gf niya,..joke :D)

sa quantum,..musiczone,..
aq:
besprend:para sa kanya ba yan? haha
aq:
besprend:
chiwewai: baket muka kayong lasing kumanta??
besprend at ako: ganun talaga,..mas mataas score nun e,..
SCORE = 100,..

isa pa,..
besprend:
aq: para sa kanya ba yan?? haha
besprend:
aq: i-break mu na,..haha
besprend: haha,..loko ka ba?
SCORE = 93

ahmm,..last na talaga,..haha :D
aq: tom's world tayo :D
bespren: dota na lang,..
aq: inaalala lang naman kita,..kasi namn,..bka,..gusto mong bumawi :D (talo kasi siya sa kin nung last na gimik namin,..haha^^)
bespren:hindi,..kasi,..alam mu namang mahal kita at un lang ang katuwaan mo so pinagbigyan na kita,..
aq: aw,..how sweet :D
after mag dota,..
aq:haup,..di nga kita napatay kahit isang bes,..
besprend:

**tama bang karnehin ako?!hanep,..

haha,..

:D

,..a month,..that's all,..

BLOG LEAVE :D

sapagkat sembreak ngaun at maraming happenings, wala na kong time to blog,..next sem na ulet,..lulubusin ko na to :D

suggestions,..mabuod kau ng korean novela,..
if you want to laugh,..ahm,..my gurl, full house
if you want to cry (and i'm not kiddin') - GREEN ROSE,..the best lahat ng epi may portion,..crying portion,..nung first tym kong pinanuod,..pag gising ko nung umaga, ahm,..super itim na ag mga mata ko,..

well,..that's all,..may date pa ko,..haha :D

I couldn't, I wouldn't, I should.

Wag nio ng tangkaing basahin.
SERYOSO,..
HINDI KO ALAM KUNG NABABASA mo toh. di ko alam kung bkit ako naiinis ng dahil sayo. wala namang dapat kainisan.wala namang dapat pakialaman.wala namang dapat maapektuhan. at wala rin namang dapat nasasaktan.dahil lahat ng ito e walang kwenta kasi wala namang karapatan.
i hate this day. I HATE IT. EVERY MINUTE.
First of all, I just couldn't understand why my mood (or my temper, rather) is on its worst. I mean it. WORST.
Second. nakakapikon ung friendster. GRABE. as in.
Third. ang BAGAL2 ng net
Fourth. lahat na lang ng makita ko kinakainisan ko.
Fifth. kahit walang kwentang bagay pinapansin ko.
Sixth. ung mga maliliit na problema pinapalaki ko.
Seventh. naiinis ako sa lahat ng nakikita ko.
Eight. Hindi ako nakapunta sa iskul kasi tanghali ako nagising.
Ninth. nawawala lahat ng files ko sa PC!!
Tenth. lahat ng pwedeng ibali na problema na kinaiinisan ko, binabalik ko.
Eleventh. walang katapusan to.kaso wala ng kwenta kung bkita naka-OL ako.

TAE.

18 signs that you're in love,..(ayon sa friendster) :D

Dahil sooopperrr BORED na talaga ako :D
EIGHTEEN
You get so jealous when someone comment them saying that they are cute (at kahit anong comment, kahit iba pa.haha)
SEVENTEEN
You look at their profile constantly (kahit wala itong pic at plain ang background at walang updates!)
SIXTEEN
When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just 2 minutes ago (absolutely.at kahit magkikita naman kau kinbukasan)
FIFTEEN
You read their txts and IMs over and over again. (naka-save pa nga ung iba,..wahaha)
FOURTEEN
You walk really slow when you're with them (hinihiling mu nga na pati ung oras e sumabay sa bagal ng takbo ng mundo niyo)
THIRTEEN
You feel shy whenever they're around (o nga, pati appetite mu umuurong,..hanep.)
ELEVEN
When you think of them, your heart beats faster and slower at the same time. (it's ridiculous.haha.it's love? plus the BUTTERFLIES sa chan)
TEN
You smile when you hear their voice (kahit nga tawa lang nila)
NINE
When you look at them, you can't see the other people around, just him/her. (kahit napapalibutan pa kayo ng mirros, ang 'totoong' sya din lang ang makikita mu)
EIGHT
You start listening to love songs while thinking about them (na nauuwi sa pagsesend mu sa kanila ng lyrics *ehem*)
SEVEN
They're all you think about (kahit may exam ka na kinabukasan sa subject na ginagapang mo na)
SIX
You get high just from their scent (kahit na wala naman silang pabango at may sipon ka)
FIVE
You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them (kahit walang dahilan at sinasabi mong sad ka)
FOUR
You would do anything for them (kahit na ayaw mo)
THREE
You blush when you hear their name (at pilit itong tinatago)
TWO
You were too busy thinking about that person that you didn't notice number twelve is missing. (o nga naman)
ONE
You looked up to check and now you're silently laughing at yourself. (like a lunatic)


ayan.dahil sa wala akong magawa :D tae talaga,.. I think I should accept na no matter what hindi na mababago ung fact na you care about her. And that i should live with it. Grabe,..

Uber BORED!! :p

am,..I'm at my house and in my room ang I'm super BORED!!! kanina pa ko naka-net at walang naka-ONLINE (for cutis' sake.rawr) ok.fine.i'm hoping that 'that someone' would go online that's why i've been wasting my time (joke.wala naman talaga akong gagawin) in front of this stupid pc. I should have gone to my friend's house BUT inutusan akong magsampay ni papa at hindi pa ko lumalabas ng kwarto.nyahaha.

kaya naman nag-blog HOPPING na lang ako,..and,.. i want to quote something :p FROM,..sa classmate ko sa PE na si Pichay.haha :D (sorry, peram lang ng quote na to)

' Pagka commitment kasi, binibigyan mo na ng right yung person na saktan ka. Pag fling, parang everyday nasa "courtship stage" lang, everyday nakakakilig! =)) HAHAHA! Isipin mo, pag kayo na, minsan wala na yung kilig factor, tapos hindi na takot yung person na saktan ka, kasi kayo na eh! Kanya ka na. HAHAHAHAHA =)) Pag ligawan lang, masayaaaa! :))'

Tama nga naman. :) Pag nasa courtship stage, mas nakakakilig.kasi laging 'best foot' forward.MAS ang lahat ng bagay. mas sweet.mas caring.mas nami2ss.mas,..lahat. :D mas nakakakilig kasi you are not expecting something from that someone and yet, that someone is doing almost everything that you've been wishing for. kaso, un nga, may 'glass ceiling'. you want to hold his hand, hindi mo naman magawa.you want to hug him tight, hindi mu naman kaya.you want to tell him that jealousy is eating you up when he's 'sweet' to other girls, wala ka namang karapatan.

haha,..tae.baket ba puro ganito ang topic ko,..ok,..topic change,..changing,..changing,...changing unsuccessful,..haha,..tae talaga,..wala na kong maicip kung hindi ang EXAM ko sa socsci2 (na dapat e pinag-aaralan ko na ngaun)

NEWS BREAK
ma: hindi mo nanaman ininom ang gamot mo. ilang bes ko na sinasabi sayo...
ako: ma, diba namiss mo ang kakulitan ko?di mu pa ba ako kilala .smile naman dyan. ang cute2 mu pa naman.tatanda ka nyan,..:)
ma:kilala nga kita, kaya nga pag nasa qc ka, sampung daga ang tumatakbo sa puso ko
ako: hanep2.mga linya mo, ma. aa,..nakakagulantang,..
ma:
ako: bumabanat na ng mga ganyan.pwede ng pang telenobela.

grabe talaga nanay ko. kaya ako naho2me sick maige e. :p
kainis, feeling ko ay babalik pa rin ako sa topic ko.,..

just as i predicted.

45 mins sa BUS sa may BAcoor

Haup,..haha,..10.october.08,.. :p

tapos na rin ang exam sa Socsci at naka-uwe na rin ako sa wakas :p

tae ang net sa bahay,..ang hirap,..nasanay na kasi ako sa mabilis na daloy ng net sa QC kaya naman,..haha,..joke,.. :p sige,..

TOPIC # 1:
,..i don't know why i'm like this. i'm always at the scene where the heart and the mind are flying to the same person,.. only, the mind was being held captive by the ropes of reality and the heart being controlled by the mind.,..sige magulo,..

e kasi nga diba. RATIONALITY. For me, it comes with the word, reality. The emotions i'm feeling now just doesn't make sense. Because the word reality, can't be found in them (in any way, or so i think). here's a gyst. Someone called me,..then before naputol ung line, that someone blurted out words that rattled, or rather knocked my senses out the ring. I can't believe that such words can do that thing to me.seriously.i heard those words many times and they didn't affect me the way they did that night. I just don't know my self anymore,..and i'm liking it,..haha,..ok, i know, it's BAD. But what is Good anyway?? Bad, in a sense that it opposes the society AND the values.

TOPIC #2 "friendship is the sweetest form of love.."
eto na naman. quoted by RA.
"ewan ko. kung maiinlove ka sa isang kaibigan, di ba dapat mas less yung kilig? para sa'kin. kasi, kilala mo siya e.. wala masyadong excitement pero nakakahigh pa rin in a sense na nakakainspire."

i strongly disagree dyan sa phrase na yan,..haha,..mas exciting nga pag sa 'FRIEND' ka na fall.kasi you're being torn if you're going to blurt it out or keep it a secret. Kasi may possibility na if you blurt it out, that FRIEnd would eventually avoid you. Mas masaya kaya na hindi kayo pero parang kayo,..haha, am,..ok, mas exciting (para sakin) na gusto nio ang isa't isa, caring and everything, pero bawal kayo sa mata ng society. Or rather, parang grade1 math, 1 - 2 = cannot be. sige isa pa,..di ba pag may hindi ka ma-solve na math prob, mas binibigyan mu un ng time at mas naalala mo, kesa sa mga probs na mabilis mo lang nalalagyan ng solution?? :p sana gets ung point ko dito,..

mas masaya ma-inlove sa friend,..lalo na kung ang number 1 rule ng tropa e,..walang taluhan :p


TOPIC # 3: what if you find your self falling for someone from the same sex??
tinanong ko yan sa isa kong kaibigan habang nakain kami sa kenny rogers.haha,..at talaga namang napatigil siya sa pagkain nag JUICY na roasted chicken sa kanyang plato.

'am,..hindi pwede,..e di,..lalayuan ko,..

amm,..tama nga naman,..lalayuan para hindi na madevelop ang feelings,..pero diba pag ni-suppress mas tumitindi?? diba?? I've tried that and based from experience, mas tumitindi talaga,..lalo na if u are always seeing that person.diba?? mas lalo lang lala,..believe me,..i know,..

syempre,..as usual,..binalik niya sakin ung tanong,..'ikaw, anung gagawin mu??''

'aa,..ako, syempre alam ko na hindi pwede,..pero siguro, I would keep her as close as possible' :p
(ok, bathalumanz, wag kayong mag-freak-out, wala akong type satin :p)

tapos may umepal pa,..(joke lang,..tinanong ko rin siya) sabi niya,..

'maybe,it will be the hardest part of my life. but what can i do?shud i stop this feeling to go onshud i blame msclf for loving.or shud i take a blade and let it release the blood from my pulse.' (am,..directly galing po yan sa kanya,.. :p)

e kayo?? panu??

may pahabol pa siya,.. 'maybe, i will think first if this is really what they call "love',..then i will pray to have the enlightenment of mind(heart)'



well,..dyan nagtatapos :p next time ulet,..wahaha,..

Balik sa MAINLIB!! :p

bakit ginagawang pangcover ang friendship sa mga relationship na di madefine? ewan ko. parang ang ewan na kasi.. when you get into a relationship, be sure that you're brave enough to tell the world what you are up to. yan ang hirap sa mga undefined e.. FRIENDS.
the above passage was very abdominable,..haha teka,..joke lang, di ko nga alam meaning ng abdominable,..snowman?? nyahaha.galing yan sa aking butihing kamag-aral sa edukasyong pisikal - basketbol (pinilit maging tagalog ang basketball :p) sa unibersidad ng pilipinas na matatagpuan sa diliman, lunsod ng Quezon,..blah,..(hindi ko na alam kasunod) na si ar-ei himenez. nais kong palawakin pa ang usaping ito sa pamamagitan ng pagtatanong.

DEFINE FRIENDSHIP

e kasi naman, walang mahusay na kahulugan ang salitang 'kaibigan'. tignan natin sa dictionary. wag na lang pala,..nakakatamad e,..basta sa net na lang,.. http://education.yahoo.com/reference/dictionary/entry/friend,.. pindutin na lang ang nasasaad na ,..tae,..hirap mag-pure tagalog,..just click the url to show you the meaning of friend . let me quote a line :p

FRIEND is a LOVER, literally.

Wala akong ibig sabihin dyan :p SWEAR!!,.. amm,..haha,..ok,..i know. Sige na, sabi ko nga, may ibig sabihin yan. gets naman siguro diba? Sa sobrang rami kasi ng definitions ng friendship e nawawalan na to ng saysay,.. A word that has a million of meanings is in danger of having no meaning at all,.. parang democracy lang yan e,..you can mold it like a clay the way you want, forming the shape you want. Kaya naman madaming nalululong sa democracy e. Super Ambiguous. Parang Love, Parang Friendship. How can you separate the idea of being in LOVE with someone and being FRIENDS with someone? May line ba na humahati sa definitions nila? Kahit super thin line?

Sabi nga nung isa kong friend, 'LOVE is DIFFERENT from FRIENDSHIP. ' Wala nga silang clear definitions e,.. :p diba?

haha,..watever.

sige,..change topic, ung reason talaga kung bakit ako bumalik sa mainlib ay kasi, libre ang net at,..mejo malamig pa dito,..at,..may friendster na din,..haha,..amm,..sige na nga,..the real reason is,.. BOTHERED ako,..ok.i'll make kwento..(haha,..yak,konyo)

I have this 'friend' in one of my class. I thought that everything is walking smoothly between the two of us. I thought that i finally found a new person that i can call 'a friend'. I thought that I found someone whom i can confide my secrets to. I thought. But now, everything took a weird, let me emphasize that, WEIRD turn. Bigla na lang umiiwas siya sa'kin. I'm not assuming these kinds of things, kitang-kita naman e. She is avoiding me without me knowing why. It's a bit unfair, really. Kaya tuloy ngayon, pati ako na-iilang na rin. I hate this. Kung kelan patapos na ang sem saka nangyayari to. If this thing would always be happening towards the end of semesters, i'd rather be a highschool forever. Sana, maayos. Sana, marealize niya kung anu ung mali.at Sana, hindi un mababaw. Sana, it's rational. Sana,..

Guidelines For Internet Use

Wahaha,..dahil ito lang ang nabubuksang site dito sa Gen.Ref. ng mainlib e naisipan at napagtyagaan ko na ring magtype kahit na walang katuturan to. :p An hour from now e finals na ng english namin, kaso wala pa rin akong alam,..feeling ko e,..mm,..bahala na,..haha

ok, eto na naman.pero dahil mabaet akong bata, hindi muna ako mag-e2mo ngaun, :p kanina lang kasama ko xa, oo, xa. ang adik nga,..hindi ko alam kung bkit kinokontra ng utak ko ang praktical kong gawin. despite na may anim na oras akong break, masama ang pakiramdam ko at logical akong umuwi muna sa board, hinintay ko pa rin sya ng 2 hours, para lang magkasama kami ng half hour,..haha,..o diba,..adik? ok, fine,..irrationality.

Sabi ko nga, sabi ni Plato(?). 'Man is a rational being.' (ma'm, may natutunan ako sa socsci2 o :p) E di ibig sabihin, if a man falls in love and his rationality decreased little by little, he becomes less and less 'man'??
let's use a math equation.
'The limit of 1 divided by x; as x approaches 0; x being the rationality = infinite decreasing of rationality towards 0' ay teka,..tama ba?? :p (PX4292, tama ba??)

amm,..o nga,..ang gulo,..di ko rin maintindihan.,,ako kaya maintindihan niya?? :p

e sa exam ko kaya? maintindihan ko ung poem?

e bket ito, ang gulo din??
'Some philosophers (Plato, Aristotle) have found the exercise of reason to be a large part of the highest good for human beings. Others (Kant, Hegel) find it to be the one way in which persons act freely, contrasting acting rationally with acting because of uncontrolled passions.'

o nga,..wag nio na lang pansinin ung mga nity2pe ko,..masyado ng magulo, hindi kasi ako makaisip ng aus :p

well,..haha

ULMILUM (amm,..haha _____ love _____, ________ love ________ more)

^^

Love is when the rationality of MY actions diminishes take two

May nakalimutan lang ako,..dapat pala i-change yung line na,..

'You love me. You like Her,..'

sa,..

'You like me....You still love her ':p


haha,..sarcastic,..i know.gets naman siguro un,..haha,.. :p

ok,..i didn't mean it,..sama lang talaga siguro ng pakiramdam ko,..

Love is when the rationality of MY actions diminishes

BABALA.WAG BABASAHIN KUNG HINDI KUKULOT ANG BUHOK NIYO!









ok. i know. haha,..masyado na namang irrational ung actions ko. i can't help it,..i really can't.ok. naiinis na ko sa sarili ko,..nakakainis,..UBER.!!! ambagal pa ng crs.grr,..

lahat na lang ng pwedeng pansinin, napapansin ko.sana SLOW na lng talaga ako, na hindi ko na-ge2ts ung mga 'deep' clues na napapansin ko.ansama talaga ng pakiramdam ko.haha.

'And i foolishly believed na hindi na nga niya mahal un. What am i thinking?'

GEN, :p haha, kung binabasa mu pa rin to.wala lang,..miss ko na kayo.haha. :p malapit na SEMBREAK.wee :p

haha,..tama yan,..pati blog pinaplastik na.haha.

SOULM8 :p aymishue.haha.tama,..haha,..nuod tau sine sa sembreak.ai ung relos natn? sa dec ba?

There are tyms wen i just couldn't help but wonder,..

Why,...

Trust is just too hard to give wyl jealousy is too easy to feel.

Ai.oo nga pala.anung karapatan kong maka-feel ng JEALOUSY. e wala namang 'KAMI'.haha.sooper walang kwenta tong blog entry na to.hanep.haha. READ the NOTEBOOK for more info :p

plus ung isa pa,..hai nako,..

tama bng sabihin na,.. 'WALA namang nawala sakin e,..ikaw lang'

HANEP,..HANEp,..just when i got over you.grabe.bket ngaun pa? baket?

PLUS SOCSCI2,..grabe,..ginagapang ko na,..tapos,..grr,.. T.T

plus the fact that we can NEVER be together.WATEVER,..

BUTI NA LANG,..SEMBREAK NA<..

seven things ni miley cyrus,..(fyi, i NEVER liked MILEY,..like duh,..but her song is not that bad)

Sha, sha, sha

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care

And now we're standing in the rain
But nothings ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you

You're vain
Your games
You're insecure
You love me you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends they're jerks when you act like them
Just know it hurts
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent as I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now is your sincere apology
When you mean it I'll believe it
If you text it I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
Your taking seven steps here

The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain
Your games
You're insecure
You love me you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends they're jerks when you act like them
Just know it hurts
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

Compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair
Your eyes
Your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized

You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hands in mine when we're intertwined
Everything's alright
I want to be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do, oh
Oohhhh oooooooooohhh.. .

Just when,..

Just when,..haha,..tae,..ang korny,..wala akong magawa kaya nagty2pe ako ng ganito dito.

ok,..grabe. :p wala lang,..as of now i'm fed up with the pressure.

haha:p

FIRST PRESSURE
acads. the hell am i doing with my socsci2. i hate it. grabe, nag-aaral naman ako kxo wala pa rin e. socsci2 is hell. the heck. it's like the worst kind of,..of,..whatever. I'M REALLY SUFFERING. haha. tae talaga,..tapos POLSCI11 pa.. hanep talaga,..haha,..can i survive these kinds of things.

SECOND PRESSURE
orgs.haha.can't seem to find the perfect org. haha. parang lahat gusto kong salihan e.sapul.politica.bolera.tomokai.the heck is the problem with me?? tae. di na nga ako magkanda ugaga sa acads, sasabayan ko pa ng orgs??pero astig din talaga ung MATH CLUB, kaso sabi nila, u'll experience HELL before you die if you apply for that org (haha, i know, i'm over reacting, just exaggerating)

THIRD PRESSURE
emotions.haha,..yah. emotions in connection with,..anu pa nga ba??
haha. isang sentence lang makakapagdescribe sa nararamdaman ko ngaun.
why am i feeling this for someone that i know i should never even look at?? (tama ba grammar? haha.)
i should really not entertain this idea. I SHOULD NOT but i can't.
there's something inside me that flips at the sight of HIM. haha. adik.grabe. he's the one to make me write in my notebook again.grabe.am i that LOSER to fall for that person?? i know this person should never cross my mind, and yet.haha.tae. i hate this.this person crosses my mind every minute.ok enough.

haha.ayoko na.grabe. I WANT TO GO HOME. T.T

HINDI AKO ADIK,..

OK,..I know,..it's my third post for this day and i don't know why i kept on opening this page even though i don't have a sane topic to write about. (whew! kapagod un aa) ok,..what i really nid is to spill,..

ok SPILL!!!,..i'm alright now,..haha,..(very funny maggie,..)

i don't even understand this thing inside me,..my stomach keeps getting BUTTERFLIES,.. (wth!!!) just because i kept remembering something,.. I'm trying to shoo away these thoughts but they stick to me like a magnet. I'm a negative charged particle while the thoughts are positive charged. (i MISS PHYSICS!!)

ok,..I don't like the feeling i have right now,..UNCERTAINTY,..i hate waiting but it's all i do,..haha,..(oo, nag iinarte lang ako,..exageration lang)

my confusion because of Mr. Snowman just vanished but it was replaced by the confusion caused by a certain Mr. Sunny. He's the total opposite of Mr. Snowman and i don't know why i'm having the same feelings for him,..Almost same feelings I had for mr. snowman. (i know,..the codes are funny,..haha,..)

i hate to compare people, but i can't stop myself from wondering why i did liked a guy OPPOSITE from Mr. Snowman who almost succeeded in pushing me to the edge of the cliff. Luckily, I was able to hold a plant before i was totally pushed. That plant who saved me was cultivated by Mr. Sunny,..ok i'm so whatever,..pagpasensyahan niu na po ako kasi,..basta,..i'm having a mental breakdown,..tapos nasabay pa ung requirements for my university.

hate this and kai is having a sumptuous meal so,..i think i'm gonna ( ang bad ni kai,..nilayu sakin ung pagkain!!!)

,..maggie,..

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YES!!!,..I decided to blog again. :p
Actually, I've tried other sites, but,... (alam niu na un)
I OFFICIALLY am a COLLEGE STUDENT!!! (wth!!!)
I don't want to enter this chapter of my life. I want to be in my highschool chapter for another year or two,..but,..wala naman akong magagawa,..
A year has passed and my personality did not even changed a bit. I'm still as childish as I was in third year,..I'm still as tamad as i was in third year,..and i'm still in the state of CONFUSION as i was in third year,..except that it's about a different reason..

As i'm posting this post, i have fun reading our previuos posts and I am wrong when i've said my personality did not changed,..IN FACT,..I grew a lot :p I have added special features like the friendster website. I'm still childish but not that child anymore. I'm still tamad minus one, and I'm still in the state of CONFUSION but plus the ability to somehow organize my thoughts :p

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Ang mga sumusunod ay nakakainis lang basahin kaya wag niu ng tangkain unless na gusto niong mainis,..

Naiinis ako,..tsk.tae,..haha,.. :p OUR SENDING ME MIXED SIGNALS AND IF THIS CONTINUE, I'M GONNA HAVE A BREAKDOWN!!. ok, tama kau, tungkol nga sa LOVE FIELD. kung marami kaming pagkakaparehas ni kai, isa to sa HINDI namin pagkakatulad,..ewan ko n lng ngaun parang sa basketball na pareho na kaming nasa loob ng court, magkaiba nga lang ang kalabang team. kaso nainjure kami pareho at dinala sa clinic kaya ang lapit na namin sa isa't isa,.. ALMOST SAME SITUATION,...ALMOST. I don't like to give details now,..nawiwindang lang ako,..maybe some other time,..nyahaha,..I know that this blog sounds 'CHILDISH' enough because of the posts,..nyahaha,..aun nag-iinarte langako,..ang lamig kase at walang magawa sa bahay,.. :p

,..maggie,..

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