YOWN,..haha,..naman,..

IT HURTS TO LOVE SOMEONE WHEN YOU CAN'T TELL WHAT YOU REALLY FEEL...

BECAUSE SOMETIMES, WE GET HURT WITHOUT THEM KNOWING...

WE GET JEALOUS WITHOUT THE RIGHT TO FEEL THAT WAY...

WE WANT THEIR TIME WITHOUT BEING IN THE POSITION TO DEMAND FOR IT...


'TIL OUR HEART IS BREAKING IN SILENCE...


BUT DESPITE IT, WE CONTINUE TO LOVE BECAUSE SOMEHOW IN THIS HURTFUL LOVE,
THERE'S STILL THE HOPE OF HAVING SIMPLE MOMENTS WITH THEM...

EVEN IF IT MEANS BEING JUST A FRIEND...

Here I go again...

Well, it's been a long time since i opened this page,..haha,.. wala lang,..wala lang talaga akong magawa kaya ko to binuksan,..every tuesday ay isang malaking kasayangan sa ora,..sapagkat four hours ang break ko,..at ang sakit pa ng katawan ko,..haha,..may linya ako,.. K: pag-sparain kasi, wag niong i-ba2by.ilaro niulang,..upo konti,..tapos laro na M: pano pag hindi nadadaan sa upo? K: simple lang naman sagot diyan e, daan mo sa iba,..hahaha hahaha,..malupet. :p di ko alam,..sabi ko na sa sarili kong hindi na mauulit to,..wala na kong balak,..pero,..haha,.. aukong isipin, aukong pansinin,..pero,.. malapit na kong mag-time,..haha,..

eto na lang,..i think i'm falling,..again,..for HIM,..

why am i feeling this for someone that i know i should never even look at??

SEM-ENDER PARTY (Sociology10)

Sapagkat ito na ang aking huling journal entry, naisipan kong gamitin ang ating sariling wika. Ngunit, sa unang pangungusap pa lamang, iyong mapapasin na bigo na agad ang mithiiin ng pagamit ko ng Filipino. May Ingles na agad sa unang pangungusap.

Natatandaan ko dati,
noong ako'y nasa elemenarya pa lamang
mahilig kaming magpaligsahan,
ako at ang aking mga kaibgan.

Sa aming paaralan,
isang paligsahan ang tanyag.
Paligsahan kung saan ang isip mo,
sa iba't ibang lugar naglalayag.

Gumagabay sa nasabing paligsahan,
mga simpleng patakaran lamang.
Sapat nang magsalita kayo sa pambansang wika,
derederetso na walang halong banyaga.

At para mas nakakaenganyo sa mga manlalaro,
may pustahan pa itong kasama at tinatago sa guro
Isang pingot sa tainga kapag nagbigkas ka
Ng mga katagang wala sa ABAKADA.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit halos imposibleng walang Ingles na mabibigkas sa isang araw ang isang pangkaraniwang Pinoy. Dahil ba mas 'cool' at mas sosyal kapag conyo ka magsalita o dahil ba kasali na rin ito sa tinatawag na kulturang Pinoy? Ano pa man ang dahilan, mas mahalaga kung papaano nating ito lulutasin. Pakiramdam ko ay isa sa mga dahilan ito kung bakit meron tayong mentalidad na mas maganda kapag galing sa ibang bansa. Isa ito sa mga dahilan kung bakit hindi umuunlad ang sarili nating bansa. Habang sinusulat ko ang 'entry' na ito. Tumunog ang 'cellphone' ko. Galing sa 8888.

'Ang iyong SULITXT subscription ay expired na...'
Yan ang una nitong linya.
Wikang ginagamit ng mga malalaking kumpanya,
Sa panahon ngayon ay TAGLISH na.

Kahit ang mga nauunang mga kumpanya sa industriya ay magkahalong Ingles at Filipino na ang gamit. Papaano pa tayo makakapagsalita ng deretsong Filipino kung ang mga nakakasalamuha natin ay Taglish din. Marahil ay makakatulong kung isusulong ng gobyerno ang isang pangangampanya upang mapalakas ang ating wika. Sabi nga nila, ang wika ang sumasalamin sa kultura. Hindi man natin kayang burahin ang Ingles ngayon, pwede naman nating palawakin ang sakop ng Filipino. Umpisahan ko, susundan mo kaya?
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NYXON :p

Nag-open ako ng FS and (haha) nabasa ko ang bulletin ng crush ko dati,..di ko alam,..pero natawa talaga ako,..gusto kong i-repost dito, kaso, baka may makakilala,..well anyway..moving on,..gusto ko rin sumagot ng tanong,..haha,..


1. bakit ka pa single hanggang ngayon?
- haha.STUDIES MUNA :p

2. nainlove ka na ba sa classmate mo?
- nagka-gusto pwede pa :)

3. nagkakacrush ka naman ba?
- oo naman,..abnormal na pag hindi XD

4. mga friends mo rin ba single?
- yung HAGABOLS,..single,..except sa 'couple' namin,..haha,..
- yung APSM,..single,..except sa iba :P
- yung mga AXENDIES,..single un lahat,..haha,.. :p

5. describe being single in one word.
- FUN :)

6. choose: steady bf or gf, mu or flirting?
- bf...steady. tuloi kasal na,..haha,.pero ngaun,..flirting na lang muna,..joke :P (gen,..overreacting)

7. favorite color.
- ORANGE and black

8. what do you do when you're bored?
- daydream :p

9. tingin mo when ka ulit maiinlove?
- ULET? di pa ko naiinlove e :p

10. message to other singles.
- HAVE FUN :p...

a) gaano katagal ka na single?
- tagal na,..haha,..

b) may namimiss ka ba sa pagkakaroon ng bf/gf?
- wala,..haha,..

c) ready ka na ba magmahal ult?
- ULET? di pa nga ako naiinlove,..haha

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GOLDEN,..reactions,..

This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS... type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you hear these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it! Repost it for all of your (bored) friends.

1. Beer: Red Horse

2. Food: Kare
3. Relationships: Friens
4. Your CRUSH: him
5. Power Rangers: PINK

6. Life: Long
7. The Presdent: i'm Sorry
8. Yummy: You?
9. Cars: the blue one :p
10. Movie: the secret garden11. Halloween: boring
12. Sex: female
13. Religion: christian14. Hate: racism
15. Fear: insects
16. Marriage: ring
17. Blondes: white chicks
18. Slippers: Havs
19. Shoes: chucks
20. Asians: Steve Samuel
21. Pass time: Cards
22. One night stand: wonderful life (koreanovela)
23. My cell Phone: 09165448045

24. Smoke: ewww
25. Fantasy:L,..deathnote
26. College: CSSP
27. Highschool Life: HAGABOLS :p
28. Pajamas: pink
29. Stars: DORA
30. Fitness Center: weights
31. Alcohol: Vodka
32. The word love: irrationality

33. Friends: APSM :p
34. Money: millionaire

35. Heartache: THE HECK,..
36. Time: destiny
37. Divorce: man
38. Dogs: tootsie
39. Undies: pink
40. Parents: sleeping
41. Babies: cuties
42. Ex: S.O.
43. Song: Secret Song by fm static
44. Color: BLACK
45. Weddings: birds

46. Pizza: HUT
47. Hangout: APSM tambayan
48. Resto: mang jimmy's,..haha
49. Goal: GOLD
50. Inspiration: HIM,..

How pathetic can i get?

haha.the LOVE month has come,..february,..o,..haha,..di ako bitter aa,.. :p

I'M JUST,..me :P WHY DO I HAVE THIS BAD HABIT OF FALLING FOR SOMEONE WHO WILL NEVER EVER CATCH ME? DAMN.I hate this habit.

The problem with boys is that they're so insenstive,..(ok, this does not apply to all :p),..bakit ba kasi this minute, they act like you're the most important person in this world but then in the next hour, they act like you don't even exist?? I don't know what's wrong with them,..

oo na,..i'm at fault,..I DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO LIKE HIM,..I, EVEN, PLANNED TO NEVER EVER LOOK AT HIM,..but then again,..my plans go to the trash,..

A BONUS COURSE WORK : dalaginding

Last January 22, I watched a film showing of the different documentaries of iWitness. There should be three films but due to some problems, we (the audience and i) were not able to view the third film.
Moving on, the first documentary shown was about the fiesta in the Philippines - it's effects, and implications etc.
But what really interest me was the second documentary entitled 'DALAGINDING' made by Vicky Morales. The film was primarily about gays in the Philippines - they're hobbies, gimmicks, basically, their personality. The technical aspects of the film was good. The music really suited the scenes. What bothered or surprised me was the choice of subjects.the choice of the children and teens.
I know that dalaginding is suppose to mean any 'bakla' with ages ranging 9 up to 17 or so. But what did shove Ms. Vicky to get these 'artistas' sa dinami-dami ng 'dalaginding' sa Pinas?
There was this scene the I really like. It's about three children who at an early age already acknowledge themselves as 'girls'. Then the middle-aged (i mean, neither the youngest nor the oldest) boy/girl went to his province to confess about his 'katauhan' to his relatives. Accompanied by the other two, the kid summoned up his courage to face his relatives.
The 'touching' part was when the kid was gathering his courage little by little at the same time confessing bits by bits. Before he-slash-she can say it, he burst into tears and said 'mahal na mahal ko po kayo' instead. It was able to squeeze some tears in my eyes (and i don't know why). Then, he tried confessing again the next day, but this time, the youngest in their group blurted out 'BAKLA DAW PO SIYA'. The film institute uproar with laughter.

It's just nice to see two really different scenes in one documentary. Not to mention that the 'people' being documented on are kids, innocent and 'true'(by true, i mean, walang halong pagpapacute or kaplastikan or anything). I loved that documentary not because I'm PRO-gay/lesbian, but because you know that the scenes in that film were NOT scripted.

Basahin ito,..baka andito kau? haha.

I got this from teach,..mejo naingget ako e,..haha

Can you name 30 people you can think of right off the top of your head?
Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 30 people.*NO CHEATING*

IN NO SPECIFIC ORDER WHATSOEVER:

1. kiarra marie f. vallido

2. genissa o. villegas

3. cerisse anne dela cruz
4. michael padlan
5. marvic jon alcantara
6. nelson maldonado
7. patrick mojica
8. joffi da cruz
9. CJ dela peña
10. sherwin alcantara
11. nico narisma
12. JM alamar
13. stephen
14. bianca amil
15. kevin (maksci) sorry, dude,..nakalimutan ko surname mu
16. jason palaganas
17. jed rivas
18. JONES
19. jedaii
20. kuya daryl
21. ate kor
22. ate KC
23. kuya howell
24. kuya cieve
25. kuya otello
26. neica dela cruz
27. owen
28. lawrence
29. norriz
30. teach

THE QUESTIONS:

• How did you meet 10?
- all exept number 4 are my highschool friends. :p HAGABOLS.woo,..

- number 4 was my classmate last sem in my socsci2 class

• What would you do if you had never met 6?
- watda! haha. ayos lang. pero sa tungin ko, wahahaha,..i would not have undergone what i have undergone

• What would you do if 20 and 15 dated?
- haha.ok lang :p they're both guys anyway,.. :p

• If you could marry between 6 and 14
- haha. no choice,..babae ung 14 e,..6 na,..kahit, mejo,..haha

• Did you ever like 9?
- haha.syempre.he's my friend :p

• Have you ever seen 4 cry?
- nope.haha

• Would 4 and 17 make a good couple?
- nah,..they're both BOYS.

• Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple?
- haha.hindi pwede,..pareho silang babae..

• Describe 8
- hmm,..haha.ewan.he's a funny guy?? with glasses.haha.when he loves a girl, he's,..well,..i don't know,..emo :) (peace dadei,..haha)

• Do you like 12?
- haha.malas.hindi no,..ewan ko ba e,..kung bakit hindi,..haha,..wala talaga e,.

• Tell me something about 17
- hmm,..elementary friend ko. sabi nila,..chickboi na daw to ngaun e

• What's 7's favorite color?
- haha.pink?

• What would you do if 1 just confessed he/she liked you?
- haha.woo,..girl un, dude

• When was the last time you talked to number 15?
- last thursday,..haha,..nag pusoy dos pa nga kami.

• How do you think 19 feels about you?
- haha.he thinks i'm a great friend,..haha,..joke :p

• What language does 13 speak?
- haha. the tipeng talk. :)

• Who is 2 going out with?
- haha,..kuya ko :p joke,..kay number 5!

• What grade is 16 in?
- 1st year college,..the same univ as me :p

• What is 5's favorite music?
- haha,..rock,..tsaka ung may screamo,..haha,..drummer to e

• Would you ever date 21?
- haha,..dude, she's a girl

• Is 11 single?
- yup,..i think so,..

• What is 10's last name?
- alcantara

• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 7?
- haha.pwede rin,..why not?? :p

• Where does 18 live?
- sa kalai,..haha

*what do you think about 20?
- haha,..BEST batch head ever!!! best kuya pa :)

• What is the best thing about 30?
- hmm,..you can say just anything to her.

• What would you like to tell 14 right now?
- haha,..i'm happy,..kasi,..we're friends again :))

• How did you meet 9?
- high school classmate.

• What is the best and worst thing about 2?
- best: she loves me,..haha. worst:mas love niya si number 5,..haha

• Are you going to know 3 forever?
- OO naman.

• How long have you known 26?
- since first year college,..first sem,..enrollment,..haha,..we're block mates :P

* Who is 24?
- kuya cieve :) haha,..LOL

• Are you or did you ever date 2?
- haha,..oo naman,..pag walang magawa,..haha

• Do you have a crush on 27?
- wala nu,//haha,..asa

• Would you kiss 25?
- haha,..ehem

• Have you hugged/kissed 21?
- hugged

• Would you like to hug/kiss 22?
- ok lang :p

• Is 29 your bf?
- haha,..asa,.. :p

• What do you hate about 23?
- haha,..insensitive? (but then,..mga lalaki ay talaga namang ganun)

• What's your relationship with 28?
- block mate... friend.,.. :p

TAGGED :P -AISHITERU L DESU-

Dahil ako ay na-tag na ng dalawang tao,..haha,..joke,..wala lang talaga akong magawa,.. :P

How this goes...

1. Each blogger starts with 10 random facts/habits about themselves.
2. Bloggers who are tagged need to blog about their own 10 random facts/ habits.
3. At the end of your blog, tag 10 people and list their name.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment and tell them that they've been tagged and to read your blog.

Ang 10 random facts about me:

1. HINDI AKO EMO AT MASUKISTA,..haha,.. :p kahit na un pa ung sinasabi nila,..kasi naman, if you show them you're feelings (at kung ayaw mu ung feeling na un) madali yung nawawala,..^^

2. ISANG bes palang ako sumusuka ng dahil sa liquor.at yun ay hindi dahil ako'y lasing,..un ay dahil, napainom ako ng walang laman ang chan,..haha,..masama pala un,.

3. kamukha ko daw si JURIS ng MYMP.(di ko makita sa sarili ko to,..haha,..pero mejo marami na ring nagsasabi,..sana, boses na lang ung nakuha ko sa kanya,..haha)

4. ang UNANG nakaka-attract sakin sa lalaki e ung kanyang mga mata.haha (tapos, buhok,..tapos kamay,..gusto ko talaga ng may magandang KAMAY :p)

5. naiinis ako pag nagpapasa ng CHAIN messages na tungkol kay God,..ung tipong if you really love God send this to 10 people and a miracle would happen. THAT's nonsense.

6. mahilig akong UMARTE,..haha,..joke,..umarte ng naiinis kapag inaasar ako,..which is effective at tinitigilan naman nila ako,.. :P (peace.hagaboys.haha)

7. BUNSO,..yan ang gusto kong role sa isang group,..haha,..ung tipong parang ikaw ung inaalagaan,..haha,..^^ ayoko na maging panganay!!!

8. next priority ko ang friends after family (xempre, ung kinoconsider kong friend, hindi ung mere acquaintance lang.)

9. madali akong maloko,...magaling din naman akong manloko,..kaya quits lang,..haha.

10. marunong akong bumasa ng kilos,.. :) and I LOVE HAGABOLS :)

FRUTELLABEAR

Darth

Rowan

BP05112

Padlan (nakalimutan ko ulet studno mu,..haha,..sori,..)

Kevin,..

Dadei,..haha

Mamei,..

Bettina,..

Syna.

hirap naman nito ee,..

KABALIKTARAN,..

WAA,..haha,.. :P

just now,..nag esem kami,.. :P kaka uwe ko nga lang,..at habang nasa sasakyan ako,..talaga namang napaisip ako,..baliktad nga ang lalake at babae ng HAGABOLS. baliktad kami umasta,..tignan natin,.

ATHENEUM BOYS @ BATHALUMANZ
-mahilig magshopping ang atheneum boys,..mas mahilig pa sila samin,..at pag namili ng damit,..mas matagal din samin,.. :P
- kung mag-prepare sa lakad e parang isang oras,..hanep,..parang babae lang,..haha,..syempre matagal din kami,..pero, hindi naman ganun katagal,..
- pag may lakad,..mas nauuna kaming dumating sa meeting place,..haha,..o sige na,..hindi lahat ng atheneum boys ganun,..may mga iba lang :D
- mabilis mag tampo,..niloloko lang naman,..magtatampo na agad :D
- pag nagalit sayo,..ang hirap amuhin,.. :P
- masarap sila kasama,..maingay din,..mas maingay samen :P
- mas marami din silang alam na chixmax,..haha,..
- may isa sakanila,..gusto matching colors pa ang damit :P samantalang kami,..kahit anu na lang mahugot,..haha
- conservative sila,..haha,..conservative sa mga sinusuot namen,..bawal V-neck :P
- maarte (peace men :P maarte din naman kami,..haha)
- napakarami mag GM!! :P daig pa kami,..haha,..minsan nga,..sooper EMO pa :P
- mas madalas din silang magkaroon ng sleep over,.. :P
- hanep ang sense of humor,..haha (ok,..wala na to sa topic)
- mas maraming nasasagot na mga bulletins,..hahaha,..(mas EMO sila,..joke,.. :P)

pero kahit ganun,.. :D syempre,..haha,..atheneum boys pa rin ang da best boy buds in the whole wide earth,..(haha,..nagdrama na,..)
GENTLEMEN YAN SILA,..HAHA,..

AT,..

BOYFRIEND-MATERIAL :p

haha,..ginanahan lang ako,..
gtg,..

i think i like you,..awww,..

,..EDWARD CULLEN,..

Why is it not a good idea to fall for him,..
1. He does NOT even EXIST!!! (just like "L", a fictional character)
2. He only loves Bella Swann (haha,..wish ko lang na ako sya,..HANEP!)
3. He is too perfect,..
4. MAraming kaagaw,..
5. He is a vamp (pero kahit na,..haha,..i SO love him.really)
6. He makes my stomach turn upside down,..
7. So many reasons not to fall,..
8. He's immortal.
9. EVERYTHING about him is so,..
10. He's getting me crazy!!

Can't wait to read new moon!

TWILIGHT :P

I hate this.
I really hate this.

Anung mararamdaman mu if niloloko ng isang boy ang dalawang girls na parehong kaibigan mu?? i don't want to butt in.and i know that it's not my business pero,..fine,..i'll just stay here and not do anything,..malaki na sila para malaman ang dapat gawin,..and i trust them to know what the right thing to do,.. :) (frutellabear, nababasa mo?)

alam ko naman if u want me to go away,..sabihin mu na lang ng diretcho para hindi ka na umiiwas pa, o kaya naman itxt mu na lang if natatakot ka sa reaksyon ko,..sabi ko naman sau,..i'll go away if you want me to :)

HANEP NA TWILIGHT YAN!!!!

I so love EDWARD,..haha,..

i want NEW MOON :))

'About three things I was absolutely positive. First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was part of him — and I didn’t know how potent that part might be — that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.

Hibernation mode :D

haha,..i know,..kakasabi ko lang na blog leave muna,..pero walang magawa sa bahay at aukong maging idle,..kahit isang minuto sapagkat,..ahem,..secret ko na yun :D (siguro si RA alam,..joke,..)

kanina lang i texted one of my 'friends' kaso,..wala na talga,..
hindi man lang siya nag-reply na, 'sorry,..auko,..' or whatever,..the fact na nag-g2m siya sakin at hindi siya nagrereply sa mga PM e talaga namang nakakapagpabagabag,..haha,..hirap nun,..tongue twister :D well anyway,..i'm a passive one so i guess that's the end of it,..sa totoo lang talga mapait ung lasa ng PRIDE and i don't like it :D

second,..wala lang,..gusto ko lan magshare ng moments with my bestfriend (haha.sana nababasa to ng gf niya,..joke :D)

sa quantum,..musiczone,..
aq:
besprend:para sa kanya ba yan? haha
aq:
besprend:
chiwewai: baket muka kayong lasing kumanta??
besprend at ako: ganun talaga,..mas mataas score nun e,..
SCORE = 100,..

isa pa,..
besprend:
aq: para sa kanya ba yan?? haha
besprend:
aq: i-break mu na,..haha
besprend: haha,..loko ka ba?
SCORE = 93

ahmm,..last na talaga,..haha :D
aq: tom's world tayo :D
bespren: dota na lang,..
aq: inaalala lang naman kita,..kasi namn,..bka,..gusto mong bumawi :D (talo kasi siya sa kin nung last na gimik namin,..haha^^)
bespren:hindi,..kasi,..alam mu namang mahal kita at un lang ang katuwaan mo so pinagbigyan na kita,..
aq: aw,..how sweet :D
after mag dota,..
aq:haup,..di nga kita napatay kahit isang bes,..
besprend:

**tama bang karnehin ako?!hanep,..

haha,..

:D

,..a month,..that's all,..

BLOG LEAVE :D

sapagkat sembreak ngaun at maraming happenings, wala na kong time to blog,..next sem na ulet,..lulubusin ko na to :D

suggestions,..mabuod kau ng korean novela,..
if you want to laugh,..ahm,..my gurl, full house
if you want to cry (and i'm not kiddin') - GREEN ROSE,..the best lahat ng epi may portion,..crying portion,..nung first tym kong pinanuod,..pag gising ko nung umaga, ahm,..super itim na ag mga mata ko,..

well,..that's all,..may date pa ko,..haha :D

I couldn't, I wouldn't, I should.

Wag nio ng tangkaing basahin.
SERYOSO,..
HINDI KO ALAM KUNG NABABASA mo toh. di ko alam kung bkit ako naiinis ng dahil sayo. wala namang dapat kainisan.wala namang dapat pakialaman.wala namang dapat maapektuhan. at wala rin namang dapat nasasaktan.dahil lahat ng ito e walang kwenta kasi wala namang karapatan.
i hate this day. I HATE IT. EVERY MINUTE.
First of all, I just couldn't understand why my mood (or my temper, rather) is on its worst. I mean it. WORST.
Second. nakakapikon ung friendster. GRABE. as in.
Third. ang BAGAL2 ng net
Fourth. lahat na lang ng makita ko kinakainisan ko.
Fifth. kahit walang kwentang bagay pinapansin ko.
Sixth. ung mga maliliit na problema pinapalaki ko.
Seventh. naiinis ako sa lahat ng nakikita ko.
Eight. Hindi ako nakapunta sa iskul kasi tanghali ako nagising.
Ninth. nawawala lahat ng files ko sa PC!!
Tenth. lahat ng pwedeng ibali na problema na kinaiinisan ko, binabalik ko.
Eleventh. walang katapusan to.kaso wala ng kwenta kung bkita naka-OL ako.

TAE.

18 signs that you're in love,..(ayon sa friendster) :D

Dahil sooopperrr BORED na talaga ako :D
EIGHTEEN
You get so jealous when someone comment them saying that they are cute (at kahit anong comment, kahit iba pa.haha)
SEVENTEEN
You look at their profile constantly (kahit wala itong pic at plain ang background at walang updates!)
SIXTEEN
When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just 2 minutes ago (absolutely.at kahit magkikita naman kau kinbukasan)
FIFTEEN
You read their txts and IMs over and over again. (naka-save pa nga ung iba,..wahaha)
FOURTEEN
You walk really slow when you're with them (hinihiling mu nga na pati ung oras e sumabay sa bagal ng takbo ng mundo niyo)
THIRTEEN
You feel shy whenever they're around (o nga, pati appetite mu umuurong,..hanep.)
ELEVEN
When you think of them, your heart beats faster and slower at the same time. (it's ridiculous.haha.it's love? plus the BUTTERFLIES sa chan)
TEN
You smile when you hear their voice (kahit nga tawa lang nila)
NINE
When you look at them, you can't see the other people around, just him/her. (kahit napapalibutan pa kayo ng mirros, ang 'totoong' sya din lang ang makikita mu)
EIGHT
You start listening to love songs while thinking about them (na nauuwi sa pagsesend mu sa kanila ng lyrics *ehem*)
SEVEN
They're all you think about (kahit may exam ka na kinabukasan sa subject na ginagapang mo na)
SIX
You get high just from their scent (kahit na wala naman silang pabango at may sipon ka)
FIVE
You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them (kahit walang dahilan at sinasabi mong sad ka)
FOUR
You would do anything for them (kahit na ayaw mo)
THREE
You blush when you hear their name (at pilit itong tinatago)
TWO
You were too busy thinking about that person that you didn't notice number twelve is missing. (o nga naman)
ONE
You looked up to check and now you're silently laughing at yourself. (like a lunatic)


ayan.dahil sa wala akong magawa :D tae talaga,.. I think I should accept na no matter what hindi na mababago ung fact na you care about her. And that i should live with it. Grabe,..

Uber BORED!! :p

am,..I'm at my house and in my room ang I'm super BORED!!! kanina pa ko naka-net at walang naka-ONLINE (for cutis' sake.rawr) ok.fine.i'm hoping that 'that someone' would go online that's why i've been wasting my time (joke.wala naman talaga akong gagawin) in front of this stupid pc. I should have gone to my friend's house BUT inutusan akong magsampay ni papa at hindi pa ko lumalabas ng kwarto.nyahaha.

kaya naman nag-blog HOPPING na lang ako,..and,.. i want to quote something :p FROM,..sa classmate ko sa PE na si Pichay.haha :D (sorry, peram lang ng quote na to)

' Pagka commitment kasi, binibigyan mo na ng right yung person na saktan ka. Pag fling, parang everyday nasa "courtship stage" lang, everyday nakakakilig! =)) HAHAHA! Isipin mo, pag kayo na, minsan wala na yung kilig factor, tapos hindi na takot yung person na saktan ka, kasi kayo na eh! Kanya ka na. HAHAHAHAHA =)) Pag ligawan lang, masayaaaa! :))'

Tama nga naman. :) Pag nasa courtship stage, mas nakakakilig.kasi laging 'best foot' forward.MAS ang lahat ng bagay. mas sweet.mas caring.mas nami2ss.mas,..lahat. :D mas nakakakilig kasi you are not expecting something from that someone and yet, that someone is doing almost everything that you've been wishing for. kaso, un nga, may 'glass ceiling'. you want to hold his hand, hindi mo naman magawa.you want to hug him tight, hindi mu naman kaya.you want to tell him that jealousy is eating you up when he's 'sweet' to other girls, wala ka namang karapatan.

haha,..tae.baket ba puro ganito ang topic ko,..ok,..topic change,..changing,..changing,...changing unsuccessful,..haha,..tae talaga,..wala na kong maicip kung hindi ang EXAM ko sa socsci2 (na dapat e pinag-aaralan ko na ngaun)

NEWS BREAK
ma: hindi mo nanaman ininom ang gamot mo. ilang bes ko na sinasabi sayo...
ako: ma, diba namiss mo ang kakulitan ko?di mu pa ba ako kilala .smile naman dyan. ang cute2 mu pa naman.tatanda ka nyan,..:)
ma:kilala nga kita, kaya nga pag nasa qc ka, sampung daga ang tumatakbo sa puso ko
ako: hanep2.mga linya mo, ma. aa,..nakakagulantang,..
ma:
ako: bumabanat na ng mga ganyan.pwede ng pang telenobela.

grabe talaga nanay ko. kaya ako naho2me sick maige e. :p
kainis, feeling ko ay babalik pa rin ako sa topic ko.,..

just as i predicted.

45 mins sa BUS sa may BAcoor

Haup,..haha,..10.october.08,.. :p

tapos na rin ang exam sa Socsci at naka-uwe na rin ako sa wakas :p

tae ang net sa bahay,..ang hirap,..nasanay na kasi ako sa mabilis na daloy ng net sa QC kaya naman,..haha,..joke,.. :p sige,..

TOPIC # 1:
,..i don't know why i'm like this. i'm always at the scene where the heart and the mind are flying to the same person,.. only, the mind was being held captive by the ropes of reality and the heart being controlled by the mind.,..sige magulo,..

e kasi nga diba. RATIONALITY. For me, it comes with the word, reality. The emotions i'm feeling now just doesn't make sense. Because the word reality, can't be found in them (in any way, or so i think). here's a gyst. Someone called me,..then before naputol ung line, that someone blurted out words that rattled, or rather knocked my senses out the ring. I can't believe that such words can do that thing to me.seriously.i heard those words many times and they didn't affect me the way they did that night. I just don't know my self anymore,..and i'm liking it,..haha,..ok, i know, it's BAD. But what is Good anyway?? Bad, in a sense that it opposes the society AND the values.

TOPIC #2 "friendship is the sweetest form of love.."
eto na naman. quoted by RA.
"ewan ko. kung maiinlove ka sa isang kaibigan, di ba dapat mas less yung kilig? para sa'kin. kasi, kilala mo siya e.. wala masyadong excitement pero nakakahigh pa rin in a sense na nakakainspire."

i strongly disagree dyan sa phrase na yan,..haha,..mas exciting nga pag sa 'FRIEND' ka na fall.kasi you're being torn if you're going to blurt it out or keep it a secret. Kasi may possibility na if you blurt it out, that FRIEnd would eventually avoid you. Mas masaya kaya na hindi kayo pero parang kayo,..haha, am,..ok, mas exciting (para sakin) na gusto nio ang isa't isa, caring and everything, pero bawal kayo sa mata ng society. Or rather, parang grade1 math, 1 - 2 = cannot be. sige isa pa,..di ba pag may hindi ka ma-solve na math prob, mas binibigyan mu un ng time at mas naalala mo, kesa sa mga probs na mabilis mo lang nalalagyan ng solution?? :p sana gets ung point ko dito,..

mas masaya ma-inlove sa friend,..lalo na kung ang number 1 rule ng tropa e,..walang taluhan :p


TOPIC # 3: what if you find your self falling for someone from the same sex??
tinanong ko yan sa isa kong kaibigan habang nakain kami sa kenny rogers.haha,..at talaga namang napatigil siya sa pagkain nag JUICY na roasted chicken sa kanyang plato.

'am,..hindi pwede,..e di,..lalayuan ko,..

amm,..tama nga naman,..lalayuan para hindi na madevelop ang feelings,..pero diba pag ni-suppress mas tumitindi?? diba?? I've tried that and based from experience, mas tumitindi talaga,..lalo na if u are always seeing that person.diba?? mas lalo lang lala,..believe me,..i know,..

syempre,..as usual,..binalik niya sakin ung tanong,..'ikaw, anung gagawin mu??''

'aa,..ako, syempre alam ko na hindi pwede,..pero siguro, I would keep her as close as possible' :p
(ok, bathalumanz, wag kayong mag-freak-out, wala akong type satin :p)

tapos may umepal pa,..(joke lang,..tinanong ko rin siya) sabi niya,..

'maybe,it will be the hardest part of my life. but what can i do?shud i stop this feeling to go onshud i blame msclf for loving.or shud i take a blade and let it release the blood from my pulse.' (am,..directly galing po yan sa kanya,.. :p)

e kayo?? panu??

may pahabol pa siya,.. 'maybe, i will think first if this is really what they call "love',..then i will pray to have the enlightenment of mind(heart)'



well,..dyan nagtatapos :p next time ulet,..wahaha,..

Balik sa MAINLIB!! :p

bakit ginagawang pangcover ang friendship sa mga relationship na di madefine? ewan ko. parang ang ewan na kasi.. when you get into a relationship, be sure that you're brave enough to tell the world what you are up to. yan ang hirap sa mga undefined e.. FRIENDS.
the above passage was very abdominable,..haha teka,..joke lang, di ko nga alam meaning ng abdominable,..snowman?? nyahaha.galing yan sa aking butihing kamag-aral sa edukasyong pisikal - basketbol (pinilit maging tagalog ang basketball :p) sa unibersidad ng pilipinas na matatagpuan sa diliman, lunsod ng Quezon,..blah,..(hindi ko na alam kasunod) na si ar-ei himenez. nais kong palawakin pa ang usaping ito sa pamamagitan ng pagtatanong.

DEFINE FRIENDSHIP

e kasi naman, walang mahusay na kahulugan ang salitang 'kaibigan'. tignan natin sa dictionary. wag na lang pala,..nakakatamad e,..basta sa net na lang,.. http://education.yahoo.com/reference/dictionary/entry/friend,.. pindutin na lang ang nasasaad na ,..tae,..hirap mag-pure tagalog,..just click the url to show you the meaning of friend . let me quote a line :p

FRIEND is a LOVER, literally.

Wala akong ibig sabihin dyan :p SWEAR!!,.. amm,..haha,..ok,..i know. Sige na, sabi ko nga, may ibig sabihin yan. gets naman siguro diba? Sa sobrang rami kasi ng definitions ng friendship e nawawalan na to ng saysay,.. A word that has a million of meanings is in danger of having no meaning at all,.. parang democracy lang yan e,..you can mold it like a clay the way you want, forming the shape you want. Kaya naman madaming nalululong sa democracy e. Super Ambiguous. Parang Love, Parang Friendship. How can you separate the idea of being in LOVE with someone and being FRIENDS with someone? May line ba na humahati sa definitions nila? Kahit super thin line?

Sabi nga nung isa kong friend, 'LOVE is DIFFERENT from FRIENDSHIP. ' Wala nga silang clear definitions e,.. :p diba?

haha,..watever.

sige,..change topic, ung reason talaga kung bakit ako bumalik sa mainlib ay kasi, libre ang net at,..mejo malamig pa dito,..at,..may friendster na din,..haha,..amm,..sige na nga,..the real reason is,.. BOTHERED ako,..ok.i'll make kwento..(haha,..yak,konyo)

I have this 'friend' in one of my class. I thought that everything is walking smoothly between the two of us. I thought that i finally found a new person that i can call 'a friend'. I thought that I found someone whom i can confide my secrets to. I thought. But now, everything took a weird, let me emphasize that, WEIRD turn. Bigla na lang umiiwas siya sa'kin. I'm not assuming these kinds of things, kitang-kita naman e. She is avoiding me without me knowing why. It's a bit unfair, really. Kaya tuloy ngayon, pati ako na-iilang na rin. I hate this. Kung kelan patapos na ang sem saka nangyayari to. If this thing would always be happening towards the end of semesters, i'd rather be a highschool forever. Sana, maayos. Sana, marealize niya kung anu ung mali.at Sana, hindi un mababaw. Sana, it's rational. Sana,..